2 posts tagged “giving up”

Blog365 is really for people with, I dunno, lives or something. I just don't feel like doing it anymore. This is my two weeks no, immediate notice as it were, hahaha.

I'm in a pessimistic mood today. But I'll tell you one thing, my sister's being a raging bitch. So am I, but you would be too if you had to put up with and clean up after sister and her boyfriend day upon day without fail. Abso-fucking-lutely ri-damn-diculous.

So, apparently, we came home tonight after visiting dad's side of the family. Also apparently, this whole holiday visit plan is ever-shifting, and I've given up trying to follow it.

I've given up on many things this year, including caring. Whether this is a good or bad thing has yet to be seen.

I finished The Bell Jar today, and I believe my recent shift in literary taste reflects me better. I used to be found only with Lord of the Rings, Harry Potter, or a Dragonlance novel. Now, I find myself yearning for Lynn's copy of Invisible Monsters by Chuck Palahniuk, or anything by Chuck P. Neil Gaiman, also. A novel titled Another Bullshit Day in Suck City. I think this is due to me finally embracing my slightly antisocial, bitter side--you know, the little bit of sociopath everyone has inside them (or maybe you don't--maybe it's a singular thing, and I really am losing my mind!).